The God Experiment

I have to do this. But why... cant say in too many words. Let this song spell the spell of the page.

thumb|300px|right|... pretending GOD would come along. Then suddenly I face, such emptiness... Its just a make believe.

WANTED: HONEST ANSWER... DO YOU LOVE GOD?
Paano ba mahalin ang Diyos? Sundin daw ang utos nya. Ganon lang? But is you love God, as you do as what the CHURCH tells you, do you miss God, as you do when you're friend dont see for a day or week? Do you feel the same inis o ngitngit with the kapitbahay na pinapalo yung little brother mo na love na love mo when somebody says something not nice about God. When I love someone kasi, I want pumpering the one I love. Kahit isusubo ko nalang, titipirin ko pa, maidagdag lang sa pwede ko pang ibigay sa mahal ko. Do I do the same with God. Magtatampo ba ako pag hindi nya ako binati sa birthday ko. Pag niya ako kinausap, hindi sya nagtext, HINDI SYA NAGPARAMDAM. Love ko ba si God, kaya ganito ang pagmamaktol na hanggang sa mga pahinang ito hinanap hanap ko sya. Hanggang lampas na sa panaginip gusto ko syang makasam. Paano ba mahalin ang hindi mo malang alam kung ano siya, kung sino siya, KUNG TOTOO BA NARIRINIG KA NIYA.

May I ask anyone to as honest as those questions -- can anyone say in all honesty na mahal nya and Diyos.

Ang masasabi ko lang... ANG YABANG MO NAMAN.

Ako, I'm not sure. I don't know. Until I see Him. Until He finds a way to see me. To be with me. Perhaps I will never know if I really do love Him. If He really do Love me.

HENCE, THIS EXPERIMENT.